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Monday, October 29, 2007
hello you(:
i just wanted to say CHEER UP(:
life's difficult to understand.
it's complicated.
it's unfair.
the things you least expect to happen will happen.
the people whom you least expect to change will change.
and you can never escape without a broken heart.
but remember,though times are bad,there'll always be someone there to see you through.
even though it might not be the same someone who used to be there for you.
but hey,at least there's still SOMEONE.
so SMILE.
ihopeidontgettreatedthesamewaywhenit'syourturn-
all i want is to see you smile(:
Sunday, October 28, 2007
achu): it's just goodnight and not goodbye): says:
i dont see anything
amreetaa. the final; says:
refresh the page
achu): it's just goodnight and not goodbye): says:
how
amreetaa. the final; says:
click refresh
amreetaa. the final; says:
DUH!
achu): it's just goodnight and not goodbye): says:
till today, i havent found the refresh button
amreetaa. the final; says:
omg
amreetaa. the final; says:
i have NO comments
amreetaa. the final; says:
seriously
have you even SEEN anyone so blur..
i ask you
who wont know where the refresh button is?
and after that....
still can say....
achu): it's just goodnight and not goodbye): says:
I FOUND THE REFRESH BUTTON!
amreetaa. the final; says:
well done
amreetaa. the final; says:
im so proud of you
amreetaa. the final; says:
i mean...its not everyday someone finds the refresh buttong
amreetaa. the final; says:
*button
amreetaa. the final; says:
right?
achu): it's just goodnight and not goodbye): says:
yup
achu): it's just goodnight and not goodbye): says:
you're so right
what to do?
im always right
((:
I HAVE THE EVILEST BRUDDER.
evil ok? pure evil.
wait lar.you wait.
i shall go complain.
and you shall get it.
MARK MY WORDS ANNAE.MARK MY WORDS.
soon.real soon.
NEYHHSS.
revenge is SWEET(or so i've heard)
it better be ah.
(:
Friday, October 26, 2007
MY LOVE(:
ola!
i'm currently doing the E-learning thingy.
at the rate i'm going, i doubt i'll be able to finish it by today.
BUT,we have to.
so jia you to meeeeeeeee!
and everybody else who is struggling to finish it too(:
oh and the milkshake came as a cyber reward for one of the questions.
yay!
going back to skl tmrrrrrrr!!
i can't waittttttt..
i miss it ald):
ok, i better get going now..
bye!!
it's just goodnight and not goodbye..
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
HMMM...
its been a sad sad confusing week.
oh, please let it be over....
Once in a lifetime means there's no second chance
so I believe that you and me should grab it while we can
Make it last forever and never give it back
It's our turn, and I'm loving where we're at
Because this moment's really all we have
Everydayof our lives,wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight
Gonna run Everyday
While we're young and keep the faith
Everyday from right now,gonna use our voices and scream out loud
Take my hand;together we will celebrate. Oh, everyday.
They say that you should follow and chase down what you dream,but if you get lost and lose yourself what does is really mean?
No matter where we're going,it starts from where we are.
There's more to life when we listen to our hearts and because of you, I've got the strength to start.
Everyday of our lives,wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight.Gonna run while we're young and keep the faith.Everyday from right now,gonna use our voices and scream out loud. Take my hand;together we will celebrate,Oh, everyday.We're taking it back,we're doing it here together!It's better like that,and stronger now than ever!We're not gonna lose. Cause we get to choose.That's how it's gonna be!
i miss you two..
ifeel as though i lost both my eyes..
i want you two back.
my lil buddeh and my baby....
Sunday, October 21, 2007
amreetaa. move that; says:
all hail the COOKIE!
and i say:
I LOVE COOKIE!
I LOVE BROWNIE!
I LOVE MILKSHAKE!
I LOVE MUFFIN!
(:
BUT I STILL ESPECIALLY LOVE MILKSHAKE!
(:
HMMMM...
REMEMBER TO OLWAYS COOKLY COOKLY EAT CORNFLEX OLONE!!!!!
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!(btw,its my new way of laughing)
somone very very wonderful told me thet HH stands for HAHA
and GG stands for GIRL GUIDES
my dear girl!!!!! we refering to SUBJECTS
ps: my life is officially SCREWED no more chatting for me
how WONDERFUL
Saturday, October 20, 2007
hello!!
oh oh..
to all the sec 4s,(hello if you're reading this,)
GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR O'S!! JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!! ALL THE BEST!!(:
oh and i came here just to say this.
haha.
kk.bye!!
-that's just the way things are..
Thursday, October 18, 2007
FISH and goat had a little outing today!
First, we met at bugis mrt station at 11.30(btw,fish was late)
then we walked to bugis junction and saw a addidas shop there(not the point)
then we walked some more and ended up at bugis street.
and then we walked even more and ended up in another part of bugis.
then fish bought a t-shirt from one of the shops there.
then we walked back to bugis junction.
then we walked to the national library.
when we went inside, we noticed that the up escalator wasn't running.
so we were like,"aiya,spoil ald lar.."
BUT we got a shock when it suddenly started running when we placed our feet on it.
so we realised how dumb we were and laughed our heads off.
then we waited for the lift cause we realised that we had to go back down to B1 to borrow/return books.
and the lift took SO long that we thought that it was spoilt too.
BUT just when we were about to take the escalator down,the wonderful lift came.
again,we laughed ourselves silly.
then fish went to approach 3 librarians and asked them the same thing over and over again cause they all kept giving us silly directions.
finally we found the books she wanted so we borrowed them and went out.
then we somehow found our way back to bugis junction after going the wrong way.
Afterwhich we found bugis street cause we lost it on our way.
the whole time, fish and i kept walking ard and ard the same place over and over again.
we even went one whole round ard some building after blindly walking past the entrance.
so we went back there, walked a whole lot more and fish bought 2 more shirts.
and we also bought ribena(sp?) snow cause we wered too thirsty.
it was rather sour actually.but who cares.ppl thirsty ah.
then we walked back to bugis junction in search of a place to have lunch.
unfortunately,we couldnt find any food outlet which satisfied us so we decide to go to tekka.
TEKKA.best lar best.
fish wanted to buy some hindi vcd so we went to look ard.
then we didnt know where to go and eat.
so we decided to go to komalas.
and we ate nicely while listening to some old song that komalas was playing.
one battura for goat and a vege meal for fish(mm..yummy!)
then after that while finding our way back to little india mrt station, we got kinda lost.
but together,fish who was street smart and goat who was road smart,found our way back to the station.
then we took some photos,yadayadayada and returned home...
-END-
hmmmmm...........
i'm feeling veryveryvery bored
so how's life been for you? great right? i'm sure you enjoyed the staring and the hating. rawk onn! stupid you
next week is last week of school
i'll be coming back alot though
even during december
so, no chance of missing school
so fast already, a year just passed by
eheh, my wonderful buddies, don't forget the jokes and the bouncing down pp way and my speed walk
we'll miss those next year
no pp way, no playground, no swing to take refuge from our worries and miseries
hah, stupid prime programme, making everything worse for everyone
soo..will you visit next year? i don't think you'll bother. *shrugs* you LOVE hurtingg me, don't ya?
well, so this is life,
we have to cope with the multiple changes,
we create them, others create them, too many changes eh? sighs
so, we'll just go on missing everything.. missmissmissmissmissmissmissmissmissmiss
i'm talking to flea now..
and we're talking (duh) about how fast it is...
i'll miss you, but i don't thimk you care.. as in, its obvious. so it would be nice if you could TELL me how you hate me
so.. i guess i shouldnt be bothering you ppl with this boring details.. so yeah
good bye and that might also go to our friendship too..sighs
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
woahhh..
i don't think i'm feeling too good.
my head seems to weigh a million kilograms and my nose is running away.
funny. i felt fine 10 mins ago.
weird.
1) i don't feel like going to skl tmr.
2) fish doesn't feel like going to skl tmr either.
so tmr, we shall wake up, go to skl and continue sleeping..yes.we shall.
hmm..and i think i'll be going to bed early today..
i don't wanna go to skl tmr!!
oh yes -it's really me):
Monday, October 15, 2007
achu): nothing but a dream_. says:
ok fineee
amreetaa. move that; says:
wait
amreetaa. move that; says:
i go dig k?
achu): nothing but a dream_. says:
aha who?
achu): nothing but a dream_. says:
*****??
amreetaa. move that; says:
stoopid!
achu): nothing but a dream_. says:
BAHHAHAHAHA
amreetaa. move that; says:
not finny!
amreetaa. move that; says:
*funny
achu): nothing but a dream_. says:
AHAHAHHAHAA
amreetaa. move that; says:
omg
achu): nothing but a dream_. says:
FINNY!
amreetaa. move that; says:
sounds so wrong
achu): nothing but a dream_. says:
I AM GOING TO EXPLODE WITH LAUGHTER
amreetaa. move that; says:
i meant the dig thing
amreetaa. move that; says:
not finny
amreetaa. move that; says:
hahaha
achu): nothing but a dream_. says:
finny the little fish thinks it's not finny
amreetaa. move that; says:
omg
amreetaa. move that; says:
wth
amreetaa. move that; says:
HAHAHAH
amreetaa. move that; says:
my stomach pain
achu): nothing but a dream_. says:
i know!
achu): nothing but a dream_. says:
stop making me laughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
amreetaa. move that; says:
eh my sister all staring at me-laughing at the computer screen for no reason!!
achu): nothing but a dream_. says:
hahaa
achu): nothing but a dream_. says:
good good
amreetaa. move that; says:
you wait
achu): nothing but a dream_. says:
she and her
achu): nothing but a dream_. says:
saanya
amreetaa. move that; says:
saanya
amreetaa. move that; says:
fanya lah!
amreetaa. move that; says:
AHAHAHA
achu): nothing but a dream_. says:
OH!
achu): nothing but a dream_. says:
hahaha
amreetaa. move that; says:
omg
amreetaa. move that; says:
shut up
amreetaa. move that; says:
i ing too hard rdy!
achu): nothing but a dream_. says:
saanya nicer lar
achu): nothing but a dream_. says:
im sorry
achu): nothing but a dream_. says:
you're dancing too hard??
amreetaa. move that; says:
LAUGHING
amreetaa. move that; says:
ahaha
achu): nothing but a dream_. says:
that thing is dancing
achu): nothing but a dream_. says:
not laughing
achu): nothing but a dream_. says:
oh you laugh like that ah??
achu): nothing but a dream_. says:
ok ok
achu): nothing but a dream_. says:
i'll keep that in mind
amreetaa. move that; says:
ahahaah
omg she makes me laugh!....so FINNY!!:D
meet NAARI PONA FLEA and NAARI VANTHA GOAT(:
we love each other loadssssssss!!!!!!!!
but lesser than how much we love YOU of course.
AHAHA!
yes!! i shall declare it on our behalf.
WE LOVE YOU LOADS AND LOADS AND LOADS !!!!!!!!!
((:
If there's someone who knows how to create suspense, it has got to be amreetaa.
amreetaa. guilty-im sorry; says:
eh...omg im damn nice lah
amreetaa. guilty-im sorry; says:
ask me why
achu): living it. says:
WHY???
amreetaa. guilty-im sorry; says:
cause....
achu): living it. says:
yesss???
amreetaa. guilty-im sorry; says:
aiyah...shd i tell you tmr instead?
achu): living it. says:
EH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
amreetaa. guilty-im sorry; says:
more suspense
achu): living it. says:
wth mannnnnnnnnn
amreetaa. guilty-im sorry; says:
hahaha
amreetaa. guilty-im sorry; says:
ok lah
achu): living it. says:
noOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!
amreetaa. guilty-im sorry; says:
i shall not be mean
amreetaa. guilty-im sorry; says:
so nice right?
achu): living it. says:
amreetaa. guilty-im sorry; says:
yes i know
amreetaa. guilty-im sorry; says:
ANYWAYY!
achu): living it. says:
YES YES!!
and finally,she was nice enough to tell me why she was nice.
Also,
amreetaa. guilty-im sorry; says:
you wait you wait
amreetaa. guilty-im sorry; says:
you see what i do
amreetaa. guilty-im sorry; says:
the power of FISH!
omg youuuuuuuuuuuu...
can you please stop being so irritatingggggg........
such a goose i tell you..
haha.gooseeee...randommm... and priya's mother says that she is a maangaa..
maangaa priiiiii.....
and her mother also tells her to stop wearing clothes..
ooohhhh..stop imagining you freakkkk..
ahaha!
9:
Sunday, October 14, 2007
HELLO (:
i didn't go for dance!!
aren't ya'll happy for me?
awww im know ya'll are.
hahaha!
EVIAN...random!
Natural Mineral Water from the French Alps!
OOooOOoOooO
I LOVE YOU!! YOUYOUYOU!!
OH YES I DO!!
bytheway..i'mnotreferingtoanyoneinparticular
I'M JUST LOVING THE WORLD!!
LOVEEEEE is YOUUU! DON'T YOU JUST LOVE ME TOOO!!
HMM..IS TOO MUCH OF LOVE NOT GOOD?????*SHRUGS*I JUST LOVE YOU
WILL YOU LOVE ME??
I LOVE YOU!!
COME ON JUST ADMIT IT!
YOU JUST LOVE ME
ps i miss you
Saturday, October 13, 2007
hi ya'll!!!!!!
i've come to yet another conclusion!
actually i came to it a long time ago lar but yea..
GOAT IS NICE!!
yesyesyes!
RANDOM THOUGHTS:i feel like curling up in someone's lap and falling into a deep peaceful sleep.haiya..and i'm not referring to anyone in particular ah.it was a random thought..
sleepyyy..i'm so sleepy...
this is a very random post...
dadadadumdidumdum..
oh and dance class was strenous(sp?) as said by fishhhhh...
ooooooOOOOOoOOoooOOoooooooooOOOOOoOOooooOOoOooOoOOoOOoooooO
atsjly..
<>
BYE! (:
Thursday, October 11, 2007
When you walk away, I count the steps that you take.
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you..
When you're gone, the face I came to know is missing too...
When you're gone, the words I need to hear to always get me through the day.
And make it ok
..i miss you
i really needed your smile..and i think you needed mine..
im really really sorry
we needed each other without realising it
i love you
fish is jumping over the moooon!!!!
ee!! i made lil' fishy happy happy today!!
it was sad to see her down, but i cheeried her upp!!
and omg, LITTLE GREEEN!!! come online NOW!!
for fishie's sake..
and before i forgett..
CUTENESS HAS ITS LIMITS!!!or does it???
ps..i just love family photos..don't you?
Tuesday, October 9, 2007
MY DEAR BOYFRIEND!
HERE I COME!! ((:
woohoooo!!!!!
that's it.as of today, i have officially come to a conclusion.
CUTENESS HAS ITS LIMITS.
and YOU are going over ittt!!!!!!!!
is it just me or are YOU getting cuter by the day?? - i don't think it's me.e(:
weeeee!!!!!!!!
going to fish's house tmr!!
oooohhhh!!!!!!!!!!
what we're going to do there??
ssshhhh...
it's a surpriseeeeeeeee (:
don't worry lar..
you'll all soon find out.
well maybe not all of you..haha.
and FLEA IS LOVE! I LOVE YOU FLEA!! (:
we should do these sort of things more often.so fun!!
although i doubt we'll be doing these sort of things for anyone else.ever.unless we do it for the same person again.haha.we don't mind.don't mind at all.right, flea?
haha..
yay!!yesterday,i went to bed feeling good.really really good.
thank you, YOU. you made my day e(:
9:
haha.looks familiar?
anyway..ooh.ya.time is absolutely whizzing past.
zooooooommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm....just like that.
haiya.
so,we'll just have to make the most out of what we have left(was that what Jantu said in THE CLAY MARBLE? at least i think it was smth like that..)
haha.ok so..
bye darlings..
(:
HELLO :D
CUTENESS HAS ITS LIMITS [ no.2 ]!!
oh godddddd....i cannot tahan!
AHHH!
goat thinks im madddd ):
anyway, CUTENESS HAS ITS LIMITS.
understand?
hahahaha!
and i hate staying at home.
i wanna go to skool!!
bahhhh
but not anymore.
haha!
okayy time to get back to work.
goat's done with her job.
now its time to continue!
WOOHOO!
dun miss me kay?
oh well...CUTENESS HAS ITS LIMITS!((:
but before i leave, i've gotta say this.
GOAT IS BLURRRR!!
OMG!
hahaha
but its okay.
she's still NICE! XD
JUST LIKE me!
CUTENESS HAS ITS LIMITS!
GOODNESS!
Monday, October 8, 2007
BOO! (:
fish's gone mad over ( you know who )
goat's gone mad over THE SMILEY FACE! oh god!
nerd's gone mad over...i really have no idea
and, flea's gone mad over NOTHING!
but, flea's a happpy creature!
thanks to somebody! ((: (unexpected)
hahahaha!
my boyfriend's kinda boring ald.
):
NOPE!
iDunLike!
HAHAHA!
joking joking.
im NICE!
and my boyfriend's NICER! :D
read carefully!!
amreetaa. all hope lost; says:
you know what?
amreetaa. all hope lost; says:
ask me what!
achu): shatter. says:
WHAT?
amreetaa. all hope lost; says:
archana LOVES me!
amreetaa. all hope lost; says:
achu): shatter. says:
WOAH
amreetaa. all hope lost; says:
see!
amreetaa. all hope lost; says:
she never deny!
amreetaa. all hope lost; says:
so it means its true!!!
amreetaa. all hope lost; says:
its truee truee truee!
amreetaa. all hope lost; says:
achu): shatter. says:
ILOVEYOU!(:
~PRIYA** -everything is ending...im hoping for the best says:
aaaaw!!
and i'll kick anyone who denies it!!
:D
thinkthinkthinkthinkTHINK....think POSITIVE
thinkthinkTHINKthinkthinkPOSITIVE
think*thinking real real hard* THINKPOSITIVE
come on, repeat after me... THINK thinkthinkthink THNIK POSITIVE
come on everybody, you can do it..
THINK THINK THINK THINK
POSITIVE
believe.. BELIEVE.. stop WORRYING.. and, BELIEVE
BELIEVE.. DUN WORRY
lotsa love,
priya<3
Saturday, October 6, 2007
hello?
this is LITTLE GREEEEN! ((:
hope ya'll are all doing FINE!
im rather tired.
i feel sleepy.
but ive not been productive today.
naughty little green.
and its sooo hot lar.
of course what. little green is here. of course it'll be so hot.
like OVEN ah.
what did the cow say to the elephant?
it said: MOO!
yay! and im done! (:
ok! i finally found the correct colour!not this lar.but yea.
anyway,im currently talking to flea on msn!
i like flea.flea is a happy creature(:
goat and flea DO NOT emo,right flea,yes.right.
we only think.think is what we do.
and oh.
i realise that i didnt brainstorm too well.haha.
and don't worry LG, soon kay? sooner than the soon soon.we'll tell you(:
and ooh.funny.i dont think i've noticed this colour before.
hmm..interesting.
omg you know what?
yesterday, nerd, fish and i went to swing.
and guess what happened?
drumrolls please.................
I FLEW OFF THE SWING!!
and landed nicely on my butt.
then we all rolled on the floor laughing.
and oh.
at the same time,nerd was playing catching with the swing.
she jumped of halfway,then realised that she didnt jump properly,
and rolled about on the floor to escape the swinging swing.
haha.
i'll miss going there to swing next year):
i want to go back in timeeeeeeeeeeeee.
wayyyyyy back.
back to the beginning.
when it all began.
so that it can all happen again.
hah.
i wish.
bye world!
don't miss me kay?
oh dear.flea's ego-ness is contagious.
:D
and again.......
colour testing again..
hallo!colour testing 123..
Friday, October 5, 2007
hello world(:
BRAINSTORM.BRAINSTORM.BRAINSTORM.
THINK.THINK.THINK.
MINDMAP.MINDMAP.MINDMAP.
all the wayyyy!
hahaha
be excited kay?
few more hours only.
and i know you are (:
i very sadd ):
but, BAO ZHU XIAO RONG! ((:
ahhh
and YOUUU, BU YAO FANG QI kay?
im sure you'll be able to do it
confidence.hardwork.perseverance.
jiayouuu! XD
okayy i must go and watch kal ho naa ho ald
so dun miss me kay?
hahaha
byeeee, you goat!
and OMG!
i just realised.
051007
ahhhh!
hallo!
omg omg omg.cuteness!....
CUTENESS HAS ITS LIMITS....but then again...maybe it doesnt
hahaha!
random-
who stole the cookies from the cookie jar
achu stole the cookies from the cookie jar!
who me?
yes you!
couldnt be...
then who?
YOU STOLE THE COOKIES FROM THE COOKIE JAR!
tsk tsk.
id like a cookie!:D
and YOU!
stop making me sadd):
bye!
CUTENESS!!!!:D
YAY! you're awake! i thought you fell asleep so soon! you ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!haha:D
anyway, earlier today fish, and i thought that cuteness had its limits.but then again,maybe not!
omg, fish i have to agree! so cute lar!hohoho!:*
and now to all those emo-fied little children out there, CHEER UP!(:
i mean, come on people! get a grip! i know, i know what you're thinking.
look who's talking.but hey,life's like that.so you must be like me(: and push
all those negative,unwanted thoughts out of that little head of yours.
TIME IS PRECIOUS and TIME AND TIDE WAITS FOR NO MAN!
so,make full use of TIME!! i dont think im helping much but yea.
the brutal reality of life.gosh i make it sound so, so BRUTAL.
ok.just checked the dictionary.there IS such a word as brutal.
omg i am so thirsty! wait ah,i go dink VAATER and come.
oh dear please answer the phone!..
oh nooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh gosh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
alamakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!
HAHAHA!ok.ya so basically people, SMILE!((:
LOVE YA'LL!
GOODNIGHT AND SWEET DREAMS WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!
this is going to be a emo post. so, those extremely happyhappy people and smiling smiling people, don't read this post. well lets begins with the basic theories infered in one's life.
1)life is a misery full of hurt and sorrow
this theory is experienced when you realise that life is more sad than happy. there is this period of time in your life where all the bad things happen to you. you really really dont want it to happen to you. duh. who wants bad things to happen to them. so then you try to make yourself feel better. so, you try to think POSITIVE and think HAPPY thoughts. and this is where the second theory comes.
2)you cant even think happy for 1 second, it will all be gone...
hmm, its goes like this, you build up your hopes, after losing it over a long period of time, and you think you can make all the things that went wrong, better and back to normal again. so you build up hope. and you see your friends there beside you, smiling encouraging you. telling you, yes yes you can do it my dear. its THEN when you make an attempt. thats when it all goes wrong. you see those dreams, even though they were formed in sat 5min?, just crumble in front of your eyes. YOU crumble. you realise, YOU are the LOSER, YOU are the COWARdD. to belief it could happen. and thats when the third theory comes.
3)its good to let go and cry once in a while
yes. its good to cry.its bottled up long enough. a good cry to yourelf could do some good. yes it could..so if you feel that you're going to burst, go to a nice corner, be it at home or in school, go to that little corner of yours and CRY. but, this action could lead to a lot of unneccesary thinking.
so...the bottom line is:
DONT THINK TOO MUCH AND HOPE FOR THE BEST
-though its difficult to hope-
okay, thats all for now..
btw, this is not achu
and no further information on my identity will be revealed
ps: achu, if this post is offensive or not nice in any way, DELETE it. love you 'chu