I can't stop the rain from falling;

Sunday, March 22, 2009

wah lao.
this sucks.
cowwy actually called to ask if i was free to go for the bbq,
AND I CAN'T BLOODY HELL GOOOO.
D: D: D:
i want to CRY.

stupid phsyco mum wants me to study till i die.

hold your breath;Sunday, March 22, 2009

Friday, March 20, 2009

can everyone just stop it oh my goodness.
SHUT UPP all of you.
please,omg.

hold your breath;Friday, March 20, 2009

can't stand it that so many ppl know you all of a sudden.
can't stand it that they're making you seem un-special.
can't stand any of it.

i think you've changed.
i'm not sure how but, smth's different abt you.
and it's not very nice.

i only belong to cedar guides.
the rest of you stop talking rubbish.
can't stand it.

hold your breath;Friday, March 20, 2009

Sunday, March 15, 2009

hello again! i found more treasures!:D

ah ah ah!! guides guides guides guides guides!!:D:D:D hahaha.

everybodyyyy(:

everybody againnn:D

malacca trip tmr. i really dowan to go. i thought at least our patrols would be within our own school. im the only cedar guide in my patrol and many other patrols also like that.why why why.

bye.

hold your breath;Sunday, March 15, 2009

meet my beloved campcraft;♥

it was the best birthday in a long long time(:

the green people.

the green people candid.

yucks this is unglam but. i dont care(:

storecheck!(:

we were supp to be acting surprised..

leader lisa, vivian.

leader zura, tulasi.

leader vanessa, me.

the cool leader mardhiyyah and tian qi.

i don't care who you are,

where you're from,

what you do,

as long as you're campcraft♥

hold your breath;Sunday, March 15, 2009

omgoodness i miss OAC D:

i miss;
the leaders,
the instructors,
running ard,
carrying boxes with leader vanessa,
being in the advance party with ldr v,
leader mardhiyyah pretending to be angry with us,
leader lisa throwing the pillow at me in the middle of the night,
sneaking off to zh's place at night,
campcraft scolding me for doing that,
sleeping with campcraft dept,
staying up till so late talking to ya'll,
spending every second with cc laughing,
the adventures during sentry(sp?) duty with cc,
feeling insecure while bathing,
3N,
spending the day walking ard with leader yvonne k,
seeing ovy ard,
crying with everyone,
having debriefs late into the night,
going ard without enough sleep,
etc etc etc.

thank you everybody for making this camp such a memorable one.

instructors, this is our first camp together and hopefully we all stay together and make many many more memories. i'm glad that we all managed to stay together though we kept getting stressed and all. thank you all for your patience and cooperation. i think our cf item was quite okay despite everything that happened before that(: i love ya'll(:
we instructors are in love..

leaders, thank you all for your kindness, patience and guidance and everything everything.
im really sorry if we've ever made you angry or disappointed with us, we really didnt mean to.
thank you so so much for all you have done for us, for the memories, for making us into who we are today. and of course we'll call you back for COALs campfire,how can we ever forget?
this is what we dream about,
but the only question with us now,
is do we make you proud.
stronger than we've ever been now,
never been afraid of standing out,
do we make you proud?

campcraft! Zomg, you're the best dept anyone could ever ever ask for, im so so glad i ended up with you. i have to admit i was abit reluctant and unsure at first how i was going to work with ya'll but now im really thankful for being put in this dept. thank you for all the memories, the endless laughter, the tears, the laughing and crying at the same time, the rubbish talks and everything. aww, omg, i miss you all so so much, come back come backkk))))))):
i wonder if you know,
how the cc cook outdoors,
gas stoves, mess tins, tommy cookers,
yes i know campcraft so pro.
knots and lashings,
tie-tie,
CAMPCRAFT!

and thank you 3N attached leaders, leader lydia, leader diana, leader yvonne, leader afiqah and 3N attached instructors, tian qi, min and ming zhen for all the patience and comments and advice and all(:
3N i'm so proud of us(:
Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks,
now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out,
I'll be giving it my bestest
And nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn
to win some or learn some
But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait,
I'm yours
Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment people, dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our God-forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved
So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait,
I'm sure
There's no need to complicate, our time is short
This is our fate,
I'm yours

i miss everybody and everything and i waaant all the photos asap!
:D

hold your breath;Sunday, March 15, 2009

Saturday, March 7, 2009

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY NARMADHA(:
have a happy happy day mummy!:D
ilu(:

THURSDAY.
i sat there listening to them saying three weeks, three more weeks and it'll all be over.
three more weeks will fly by just like that and it'll be april.
what's on april?
F_______.
and for the next three weeks, you expect me not to go for guides.
i'll just die.really really.
the tears just kept coming and coming.
what am i going to doooooo)):

For the past one week or so everyday's been terrible.
It's either scoldings or disappointments or smth that makes me so terribly terribly sad.
hai.
once syf is over i'll be the happiest person on earth.
why on earth did i join this stupid thing.
its making me miss all my favourite things.
i dowan to miss guides i dowan i dowan i dowan!D:
omg i tell you im so angry i'll just come and scream in your face.
can't even quit.
wthhhhh)):
i don't care im just going for guides.
you better not come and call me halfway i tell you.
even if you do, i'll say i dowan to come.
you cant make me come for practice forcefully.
BAHH.

and sec three guides can we please put in more effort.
how come some ppl are just not interested?
on that day we'll just be item-less.
what are we going to do):

hold your breath;Saturday, March 07, 2009