achu's life

2011-06-30T02:40:00.001+08:00

fine ah. liddat.
hmph.

nah.

2011-06-29T15:28:00.000+08:00

unmi2getha4eva.TUMBLR.com (haha no heart to change!!)

though i'll always come back here, cos its where the best(and worst) memories of my life are.

lovelove.

2011-06-29T14:02:00.002+08:00

2011-06-26T20:36:00.000+08:00

2011-06-26T20:29:00.002+08:00

push it all away.
till friday, till friday.

2011-06-24T12:45:00.000+08:00

4 words i hate):

it's gonna be bad isnt it? for me. it is isnt it.

hai. whats the diff.

2011-06-22T20:30:00.002+08:00

lightning's really pretty, woah if only there were rainbow lightnings like this man. cool.

2011-06-22T19:58:00.000+08:00

ASHEJDHWLHFWUIFDDJIQHDJUEWYDREGKAJFEGRFPREVNEHRUFGJHDJWQDYDQAHHHH
JEALOUS!))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):
JEALOUSJEALOUSIMOHSOJEALOUSOMGGGGGGG STOP.IT.
STOP IT.

~~nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.~~

2011-06-22T19:41:00.000+08:00

2011-06-21T23:37:00.001+08:00

even if it means being just a friend.

2011-06-21T21:44:00.002+08:00

Check yes Juliet

Are you with me

Rain is falling down on the sidewalk

I won't go until you come outside

Check yes Juliet kill the limbo

I'll keep tossing rocks at your window

There's no turning back for us tonight

[Chorus:]

Lace up your shoes

Here's how we do

Run baby run

Don't ever look back

They'll tear us apart if you give them the chance

Don't sell your heart, don't say we're not meant to be

Run baby run, forever will be

You and me

Check yes Juliet

I'll be waiting

Wishing wanting yours for the taking

Just sneak out and don't tell a soul goodbye

Check yes Juliet

Here's the countdown:

3,2,1 you fall in my arms now

They can change the locks, don't let them change your mind

[Chorus]

We're flying through the night

We're flying through the night

Way up high

The view from here is getting better with you

By my side

Run baby run

Don't ever look back

They'll tear us apart if you give them the chance

Don't sell your heart, don't say we're not meant to be

Run baby run, forever will be

Run baby run, don't ever look back

They'll tear us apart if you give them the chance

Don't sell your heart, don't say we're not meant to be

Run baby run, forever will be

You and me

You and me

well not tonight lar, but yea.

2011-06-21T20:43:00.000+08:00

ITS TOO BAD I HAVE PW DURING BLOCK TESTS ITS TOO BAD THERE ISNT ENOUGH TIME ITS TOO BAD THAT ITS ALL MY FAULT ITS TOO BAD THAT ITS THE HOLS NOW AND THE STUDYING MOOD IS SO NOT HERE ITS TOO BAD IM GONNA FAIL ITS TOO BAD IM IN YJ ITS TOO BAD I DID SO FUCKING BADLY FOR O'S ALL MY FAULT ALL MY FAULT. yea so? its too bad that you try but you're not good enough.

2011-06-21T00:57:00.000+08:00

2011-06-21T00:54:00.003+08:00

2011-06-21T00:54:00.001+08:00

2011-06-21T00:53:00.001+08:00

2011-06-21T00:33:00.002+08:00

oh the taste.

2011-06-21T00:30:00.001+08:00

2011-06-20T23:40:00.000+08:00

FISHEYE FEVERRR.

Cel-i-neee. miss you!

reallyyy nice peekture!!

this was the gay couple day! hahaha

must have been emo-time 5-6pm again):

2011-06-20T23:11:00.003+08:00

whats a few days? when there are many more to come when you guys will be together. simple isnt it. temporary separation, temporary heartache. happy for you guys, i am. but i cant help but think about those who arent as lucky. to have someone one day, and then the next day, gone. to look at, talk to, be with that person, but she isnt yours anymore. to love her the same way, maybe more, but never less, but to get nth in return. perhaps not nth, but just that the person chooses not to express any feelings. im sure its not just a one sided thing, right? dunno, maybe it is. it is. and thats sad. time is an illusion. doesnt change anything, doesnt make anything better. maybe it does. but maybe we dont want things to get better.

here we go again.

your hand was right there, RIGHT THERE. but i ~~didnt~~ couldnt hold it.
i couldnt hold it. i didnt dare to when i could, and now i cant and never will be able to ever again.
couldnt hold back the tears, either.

2011-06-18T23:52:00.001+08:00

your room instead pls.
with the pretty pretty glow in the dark stickers all around(:
one of the prettiest things i've seen!

misses.

2011-06-18T23:06:00.001+08:00

a different kind of happy.

2011-06-18T21:19:00.000+08:00

For once in my whole entire life, i got to fall asleep with the last image in my eyes being you.
got to dream of you, wake up, see that you were really there and go back to sleep with a smile on my face.
happy place, i love feeling so safe and happy(:

FGM please tell me you arent reading this, so throw face!!):

2011-06-13T01:49:00.000+08:00

Will give you a good morning call tmr morning, please wake up dearrrrrrr!
haha but if you dont, [ )): ] oh wells.

2011-06-13T01:43:00.000+08:00

Cos you've been away for far too long,

ASG<3

I guess i miss you guys more than i thought. Many JC stories flying here and there at the beginning yea sure, cos we needed to catch up, but then we just sat down and started talking about cedar and suddenly, it was like we never left at all. Everyone was back on the same wavelength. Maybe things have changed, and maybe they havent, but for now, we havent. Let's hope this lasts, im keeping my fingers crossed.

2011-06-12T01:41:00.000+08:00

Best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting, could it be that we have been this way before?
hai.

2011-06-12T01:39:00.001+08:00

2011-06-10T02:24:00.000+08:00

It's a beautiful night

We're looking for something dumb to do

Hey baby

I think I wanna marry you

Is it the look in your eyes

Or is it this dancing juice?

Who cares, baby

I think I wanna marry you

Well, I know this little chapel

On the boulevard we can go

No one will know

Oh, come on girl

Who cares if we're trashed

Got a pocket full of cash we can blow

Shots of patron

And it's on, girl

Don't say no, no, no, no, no

Just say yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

And we'll go, go, go, go, go

If you're ready, like I'm ready

'Cause it's a beautiful night

We're looking for something dumb to do

Hey baby

I think I wanna marry you

Is it the look in your eyes

Or is it this dancing juice?

Who cares, baby

I think I wanna marry you

I'll go get a ring

Let the choir bells sing like
Ooh, so what ya wanna do?

Let's just run, girl

If we wake up and you

Wanna break up, that's cool

No, I won't blame you

It was fun, girl

Don't say no, no, no, no, no

Just say yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

And we'll go, go, go, go, go

If you're ready, like I'm ready

'Cause it's a beautiful night

We're looking for something dumb to do

Hey baby

I think I wanna marry you

Is it the look in your eyes

Or is it this dancing juice?

Who cares, baby

I think I wanna marry you

Just say I do

Tell me right now, baby

Tell me right now, baby, baby

Just say I do

Tell me right now, baby

Tell me right now, baby, baby, oh

It's a beautiful night

We're looking for something dumb to do

Hey baby

I think I wanna marry you

Is it the look in your eyes

Or is it this dancing juice

Who cares, baby

I think I wanna marry you

omggg you're making me fall in love with this song again and again and i cant believe you just did that trembling hand all kay lar kay lar appreciate here goes I LOVE YOU FGM YOU'RE THE BESTEST((: okay no you're not gonna see this but oh wells! could have seen you tdyyy)): ytddd. whatever,could have but didnt)': soon ah, yea right. bye i going to cry. ):

2011-06-10T02:17:00.000+08:00

why are yawns contagious over the phone?:D

i think its cos you love the person alot<3 teeheehee(:

HAI. sad lar sad lar sad lar. mewwwwwwwwwwwww)':

2011-06-07T21:55:00.001+08:00

2011-06-07T01:19:00.002+08:00

i wish i wish i wishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

2011-06-06T22:47:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY UNCLE!!(:
why you so sweet ahaha aww.
will.come.over.soon.
i hope.

No reasons given, no questions asked.
please let us be alright.

2011-06-05T21:17:00.002+08:00

OoOoOOoOohhh.

2011-06-05T21:11:00.001+08:00

2011-06-05T21:10:00.003+08:00

2011-06-05T21:10:00.001+08:00

2011-05-23T20:24:00.002+08:00

1714171417141720172017200000.
so fast ah.

2011-05-23T00:04:00.000+08:00

ARTS FUSION 2011!(:

this anti social but secretly nice boyyy.

Wasimaaaa(:

and again(:

Shanuprettyradha!(:

Sugarrrr(:

The 128 gang!

the only opportunity to bully him!!

Wasima againnn(: [+ bloodspot on blouse :O ]

these two cute boys. why ya'll graduating this year?! RAWR. )):

2011-05-15T21:54:00.000+08:00

HAIIIIIII.

STOP TALKING TO MEEEEEEEEE.
YOU'RE NOT THE PERSON I WANT TO TALK TO.
I DONT EVEN WANT TO HAVE A CONVERSATION WITH YOU.
I DONT LIKE IT.
ITS NOT NICE.
IT GETS WORSE BY THE DAY.
WHY AM I SO NICE.
BAHH.

2011-05-12T00:54:00.000+08:00

walked around alone aimlessly for about 2 hours today, didnt feel like going home, didnt feel like doing anything at all. okay except maybe one thing but too bad it didnt work out/: anw.

just walked and walked trying to distract myself from myself. didnt work. walked around needing a hug damn badly, feeling like i was literally gonna crumble if someone didnt give me a hug then and there.

but there was no one to help me keep myself together. there was only me and my lonely hands.

hahaha so emo nemo.
i want to hug youuuuuuu ahaha wish.

2011-05-12T00:42:00.000+08:00

hello dance prac today but we only danced properly like what, once? (RAWR.) and that also some ppl werent there like lishy wishy whom im gonna miss so so badly after farewell hurrrrrrrrrrr, *cries*
okay lets not discuss that nao. looking forward to arts fusion!(:

asshole. i know you're a saint and all. but chill can not? BITCH. uncomfortable!!):

2011-05-12T00:37:00.002+08:00

mnemophobia.
the fear of memories.

2011-05-10T22:10:00.001+08:00

WTF?

dance prac tmr muhahahahaha:D

2011-05-10T01:22:00.001+08:00

2011-05-10T00:17:00.002+08:00

please?

2011-05-10T00:16:00.001+08:00

2011-05-09T01:11:00.000+08:00

To the times that went by too fast, too soon, too quick, with too much love and laughter.

2011-05-08T00:07:00.000+08:00

Happy mother's day to all mothers out there,
ESPECIALLY TO MY MUMMY DEAREST(:

2011-05-07T23:56:00.001+08:00

cos you cant force love.

2011-05-07T23:32:00.000+08:00

i wanna go back home. ):

2011-05-03T21:47:00.000+08:00

rawr.
soon is such an ambiguos word! ):

2011-05-02T21:44:00.000+08:00

♥

2011-05-02T21:37:00.000+08:00

Another happy day(:

well, almost.

2011-05-02T21:34:00.002+08:00

2011-04-30T15:53:00.000+08:00

My Gurlz. (:

2011-04-30T15:47:00.000+08:00

what if you hadn't let the moment pass,
what if you had dared to.

Excited to see my FGM in a dress, excited for a date((:
but when when whennnnnnnnnnnnnnn):
recover first i refuse to make you walk around when its gonna hurt you.

2011-04-30T15:39:00.000+08:00

Finished PI draft 4(:

2011-04-28T12:25:00.000+08:00

Hello i miss SYF so there shall now be a photo spam!!

J1s(:

Lishy wishy fishyyy!

Shanu!(:

Wasimaaa(:

Antisocial boy! haha.

He's trying to act dao.

Vinesh!

wasi again(:

Vishnuuu!

bully!!

Nanthiniy!(:

While waiting for the bus at the GO.

After SYF at UCC(:

Hairdo timeee.

Boys, lol.

And now im eagerly waiting for the school's SYF showcase so that can take photo with everyone properly with make up!! :D and i want practices! rawr. heh.

2011-04-24T22:31:00.000+08:00

Nothing beats cedar.

2011-04-24T21:16:00.002+08:00

right now, I DONT WANT ANYONE else but you.
)):

2011-04-24T13:34:00.001+08:00

diztracted ttm.
/:

2011-04-19T22:03:00.001+08:00

2011-04-19T21:59:00.001+08:00

and please tell me you dont read my blog.

2011-04-19T21:55:00.004+08:00

From tumblr;

“I know I’m really drunk right now, like, really, really drunk…but I just wanted to let you know that I love you.”

I wonder if they rmb, i wonder if they meant it.
~~i wonder if you rmb, i wonder if you meant it.~~

2011-04-18T23:24:00.002+08:00

Sexy dont you dare leave me! D':

2011-04-18T22:01:00.000+08:00

Its really good to hear your voice, sayin my name, its sounds so sweet.
comin from the lips of an angel, hearin those words, it makes me weak.

2011-04-17T23:19:00.002+08:00

2011-04-17T22:34:00.003+08:00

~~more than im supposed to.~~

2011-04-17T22:31:00.000+08:00

I click on my blog's url and the whole october 2008 archive pops out thus making me read it.
whyyyy damn it.
)):

anw omg VISHNU KANDASAMY(not like you'll see this but yea) is like one of the nicest ppl i've ever met, cos he stayed up last night until 2am waiting for me to msg him that i had reached home ohemgee!
and silly me reached home at 11.30 my goodness. shall buy him ice cream tmr gosh. why would anyone do that? goshhh.

anw this week's been a nice FGMy week cos i saw her like three times altogether!(:
so nice:D
lovelove my FGM, you're gonna be back to normal soon soon soon i dont care!! take care of centi kay.
and all the very very very best for tmr's interview!(if you ever see this ah, haha)
♥

2011-04-14T23:57:00.002+08:00

2011-04-14T23:47:00.001+08:00

2011-04-14T23:46:00.002+08:00

24/7

2011-04-14T23:12:00.002+08:00

2011-04-10T20:12:00.002+08:00

SYF 2011

miss already!!

2011-04-10T20:07:00.000+08:00

note to self: do not make friends on the LAST day of something that is long-term for a short while. eg. SYF. )):

2011-04-03T18:10:00.000+08:00

ahh! impatient girl :S

2011-04-02T01:14:00.002+08:00

and everyone else loves her too.
~~but its not the same.~~

2011-03-27T20:50:00.002+08:00

okay i think i scared you off again.
hai.

2011-03-27T20:46:00.000+08:00

2011-03-20T22:08:00.000+08:00

I dont know if you'll even see this but,
handsome boy, please be okay. smile, please.

2011-03-19T01:24:00.000+08:00

Lovely day, lovely people, lovely start and the loveliest end i could ask for ♥

2011-03-19T01:17:00.000+08:00

sealo!
happy(((:
I WANT PHOTOS NAO!!!

2011-03-17T23:58:00.000+08:00

Spot the differences anyone??

good times, good times.

2011-03-17T23:54:00.002+08:00

girl you're on a heartbreaking spree.

haha, kidding(:

2011-02-27T00:20:00.000+08:00

forget what?

2011-02-26T23:49:00.000+08:00

Meet Owl, Sexy, Dayah and Ruq(:

2011-02-26T21:42:00.001+08:00

3/5 not too bad lar huh(:
unattainable cos the resource is scarce!

CVD today!(:
SUMO HAIYAK good job 128(:
im excited for the pictures and omg ruq's photo printer machine thingy is damn awesome felt like printing out photos the whole day!
hothothot:D esp edward current ah ahahaha.
will put them here once they're up(:

Love looks not with the eyes but with the mind and therefore is winged cupid painted blind.

2011-02-20T00:49:00.001+08:00

fuck.
omg no))):

2011-02-13T15:06:00.002+08:00

did i say smth wrong.

forever alone day tmr. HAHA.
wonder how it'll be in the new environment.

2011-01-24T15:29:00.000+08:00

Tired of entertaining people! answering their endless questions and smiling so that they'll think everything is okay and go away. even at home.
lies and more lies.
but of course there are exceptions! sadly, im not much of an entertainer, sorry):
and honestly i dont mind spending the rest of my life talking to these exceptions since they make me happyy(:
happy is a nice feeling(:

Fishy's chalet tmr, i refuse to spend the day playing monopoly deal! though thats probably gonna happen.
I WANT TO PLAY WATER! ):

feel like sleeping all the time, dont like the feeling!

2011-01-24T14:48:00.000+08:00

HA. HA. HA.
whatever manz.

2011-01-18T16:12:00.000+08:00

6C dinner at tamp 1 later tonight. excited!

However i still wanna have dinner with asg hurrr D:
feels weird without seeing them often enough.
friday to tuesday is a very long time okay! )):

this week's so screwed up.
i want more sleepoversssssssssssss. ):

i cut my fringe. not by myself lar at the shop but yea.
it's not nice.
i sad. ):

2011-01-11T15:50:00.001+08:00

i believe yes was the answer you were looking for.
im okay with anything and dont trouble yourself???
wtf am i thinking.
i always do this.

loser loser loserrrrrrrr.

yes PLEASE i wanna meet up D:

2011-01-05T00:33:00.000+08:00

Because blogger is being stubborn and doesnt let me upload this photo together with the rest,

and because it'll be a sin not to upload this. (:

2011-01-05T00:28:00.000+08:00

PICTURES, BECAUSE I WOULD LIKE TO REMEMBER THIS DAY(S). 3112201001012011(:

when it hadn't turned dark!

Tanya with her straw hattt(:

we only look like we're partying but we all just want the hat.

i love amro's face(:

this is so cute.

water!

badi's expression(:

disturbing photo.

cos esther's so nice to me((:

mmm. haha.

nice photo(:

+ CELINEEE who came later cos she spent the day with her family awww(: WHERE ARE THE PHOTOS!!

♥

2011-01-02T21:40:00.000+08:00

reserved!:D teeheeheeheehee(:

2011-01-02T21:38:00.000+08:00

Spent new years with beautiful people, happy. (:
change comes at all the wrong times, bahh.

2010-12-28T14:18:00.000+08:00

omg! never die before issit!! buddayeee, pandan bread's fb profile. WAH LAO. asshole.

Our royal highness is coming back tmr yay:D
and we're gonna fetch her yay:D
yay yay yay royal family is the best(:

2010-12-24T22:44:00.001+08:00

I have the awesomest friends ever and there are just no words that are awesome enough to describe their awesomeness:D
1 eye + 2 ends + 3 little pigs + 3 asses(:
cos when we're together we do things like night cycling, starting off at 12 then stopping soon after to sit at the breakwaters for 2 whole hours watching weird creatures mate and stars dying. then we resume cycling and go to tampines macs at 2 plus am cos we're cool like that. at macs we stare at "undercover policemen" and sing "with you" to them. then we conclude that we're all hobos cos we look like them with our unruly hair, dressing and behaviour. we also create hp parodies and call them parry hotter and name our stories "parry hotter and the prisoner of changi"(celine's idea) and "parry hotter and the bowl of ice kacang"(badi's idea). we also eat 20 piece nuggets and drink huge cokes and milos. then we stalk the undercover ppl and leave macs when they do. while cycling back we scream things that are inappropriate for me to mention here at the top of our lungs. when we reach the overhead bridge we go insane and stand in the middle of it to scream merry christmas to the world at 4 plus am. finally we get back to the chalet and bathe at 5 plus am and finally doze off while watching a horror movie in which the scariest part was the sudden appearance of sheep at the car window. i think everyone screamed man HAHA. AND TMR, is hoboland part two!:D i totally want to live with this bunch of awesome kids okay we must have full strength sleepovers i want everybody there!):

FGM buy for us please!!!

omg i think miss poon is so cute!!:D

2010-12-19T20:58:00.002+08:00

omg i totally FAIL at being angry at ppl. GAHH.