Friday, October 5, 2007
this is going to be a emo post. so, those extremely happyhappy people and smiling smiling people, don't read this post. well lets begins with the basic theories infered in one's life.1)life is a misery full of hurt and sorrowthis theory is experienced when you realise that life is more sad than happy. there is this period of time in your life where all the bad things happen to you. you really really dont want it to happen to you. duh. who wants bad things to happen to them. so then you try to make yourself feel better. so, you try to think POSITIVE and think HAPPY thoughts. and this is where the second theory comes.2)you cant even think happy for 1 second, it will all be gone...hmm, its goes like this, you build up your hopes, after losing it over a long period of time, and you think you can make all the things that went wrong, better and back to normal again. so you build up hope. and you see your friends there beside you, smiling encouraging you. telling you, yes yes you can do it my dear. its THEN when you make an attempt. thats when it all goes wrong. you see those dreams, even though they were formed in sat 5min?, just crumble in front of your eyes. YOU crumble. you realise, YOU are the LOSER, YOU are the COWARdD. to belief it could happen. and thats when the third theory comes.3)its good to let go and cry once in a whileyes. its good to cry.its bottled up long enough. a good cry to yourelf could do some good. yes it could..so if you feel that you're going to burst, go to a nice corner, be it at home or in school, go to that little corner of yours and CRY. but, this action could lead to a lot of unneccesary thinking.so...the bottom line is:DONT THINK TOO MUCH AND HOPE FOR THE BEST-though its difficult to hope-okay, thats all for now..
btw, this is not achu
and no further information on my identity will be revealed
ps: achu, if this post is offensive or not nice in any way, DELETE it. love you 'chu
and i thought of you♥
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