wonderful isn't it? (:

Friday, April 30, 2010

The thing with the bee..:

alamelu- knee hurts says:
haha
telepathETHIC

Wall(: says:
tic!
say it with me

alamelu- knee hurts says:
ok la

Wall(: says:
te
le
pa

alamelu- knee hurts says:
te

Wall(: says:
the
tic

alamelu- knee hurts says:
le
pa
the
tic

Wall(: says:
OMG SO CUTE

alamelu- knee hurts says:
!!!

Wall(: says:
ahahahah
omgggggg

alamelu- knee hurts says:
I AM NOT CUTE!!!!

hahaha i chose to disagree. haha.

x-cty tdy.
last yeoman. served drinks. damn heavy i tell you the boxes!
reached home at 11.30!
felt like a freak and felt good at the same time.
no life and life saving plan.
prelims are here.

oh man performance tmr and bloody knee is giving problems.
why nowwwww alamak.
aiyo must pack stuff.
aiyo no time.

time time time.
dont have time.

I MISS OVY!
D:

so darling darling
stand by me:]

and i thought of you♥
«Friday, April 30, 2010»

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Wednesday, April 28, 2010

when i see your smile
tears run down my face
i can't replace.
and now that i'm strong i have figured out
how this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
and i know i'll find
deep inside me i can be the one
i will never let you fall
i'll stand up with you forever
i'll be there for you through it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven
its okay
its okay
its okay
seasons are changing
and waves are crashing and
and stars are falling all for us
days grow longer
and nights grow shorter
i can show you i'll be the one
i will never let you fall
i'll stand up with you forever
i'll be there for you through it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven
cos you're my
you're my
my
my true love
my whole heart
please dont throw that away
cos im here
for you
please dont walk away and
please tell me you'll stay
stay
use me as you will
pull my strings just for a thrill
and i know i'll be okay
though my skies are turning grey
grey
i will never let you fall
i'll stand up with you forever
i'll be there for you through it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven
i will never let you fall
i'll stand up with you forever
i'll be there for you through it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven.

and i thought of you♥
«Wednesday, April 28, 2010»

Y

Sunday, April 25, 2010

i still want to bring that handsome boy home)):

and i thought of you♥
«Sunday, April 25, 2010»

Y

we have so many masks
we put on everyday
that we realise
we no longer know
which one is real.

i know
a place that we can run to
and do those things we want to
they wont know who we are.

and i thought of you♥
«Sunday, April 25, 2010»

Y

Friday, April 23, 2010

one last guides session tdy.
rather not have gone.
zh and i almost died of disappointment.
it was so heartbreaking that we sat down in the middle of the courtyard and started laughing like maniacs.
and okay we stepped down.
doesnt mean ya'll dont respond to us anymore you know.
listennnnn and act accordingly.
gosh, where's your attitude and discipline huh cedar guides?
never coming back.

and i thought of you♥
«Friday, April 23, 2010»

Y

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

hi hello hi hello hi hello.
i feel unnaturally awakeee.
cool cool cool(:
im damn bored now.
looking forward to seeing mew tmr, cos im so bored.
no i wont give uppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp.
hehehe.
kay this is damn illegal.
on the other hand, THIS is damn rare.
and as usual im gg with my impulse:]
we're retiring!
haha sounds so oldddddd.
bye folks!

the goodest night in a long long time(:

and i thought of you♥
«Wednesday, April 21, 2010»

Y

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Hello, I Am From
CEDAR GUIDES.

and i thought of you♥
«Tuesday, April 20, 2010»

Y

Hello everybodyyyy.
ZHI HUI IS LOOKING FOR A TATOO DESIGN ONLINEEE!
and she's hiding it from me and trying to change topic!
she's being so fishy and not letting me see!
tskk tskk cowwy!

haha tmr's farewell, weeeeeeeee!cant wait cant wait:D
HAHAHA.
whaat. since its happening and we cant stop it, might as well be a good sport abt it, right?(:
cry for whaaaaat.
waste water only, later get dehydrated.
a guide has courage and is cheerful in all difficulties(:

ARIEL ROCKS:D

i love 4NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

kay bye we gg for e maths ald!

and i thought of you♥
«Tuesday, April 20, 2010»

Y

Sunday, April 18, 2010

i wont say that i dont care abt the outcome.
im just saying that its far too late to do anything.
and that i disagree with the outcome, cos it's quite obvious what it'll be.
i dont care what you do or how you're gg to do it.
i just dont want my cca to go down the drain.

farewell's in 3 days and im absolutely not ready for the sec 4s to step down.
however, as footdrills i/cs, we believe that we have done our job well and to the fullest.
so we trust that the next fd i/cs will take a little bit of our style and fuse it with most of theirs and do their best, thats all we are asking for.

if a good scolding would help ya'll see things, im prepared to do it.
but i just dont know what to say anymore.
srsly, being nice DOES NOT WORK.
anw i am not nice, so forget it.
life is not a joke and it definitely isnt funny all the time.
yes this is coming from someone who is constantly seen laughing.
but at least there are times when i control myself.

i feel like talking to zh, and you.
the only two ppl in this planet who actually understand.
yes it'll be a repetition of what i've said a hundred times before, but i really cant stand it anymore.
frustration is building up in me at a steady pace, stay away from me.
RAWR I WANT TO TALK TO YOU AGAIN. RAWR.

and i thought of you♥
«Sunday, April 18, 2010»

Y

Saturday, April 17, 2010

photossss!:D only some kay, the sizes and directions are screwed.

we tried putting in the wick(my shoelaces) like 5 times! but finally we did it:D:D

Joker! haha i think i look scary. hoho.

HAHAHA SERENA.

theresa!

it's like squad sedia! hahaha(:

presenting..wall!

whale! early in the morning.

and my darling brudder who gave me a rose after the performance(: awww.

my cowwy(:

and i finally managed to steal this girl with her new haircut from the limelight for a moment(:

hello.

i need to say this.

ytd was one of the best days yet this year.

with eyd and lit up((:

4N is the best class, nono, family ever. EVER.

we've come sucha long way 4N, and we did it.

ytd was a bigger success than we expected.

all the hardwork really paid off.

our performance was truly magical, and it was only made possible thanks to every single one of us.

like mr sng said, it was brilliant, fantastic.

i love you 4N, and cant believe its over.
it's always sucha pleasure to spend hours and hours with the class.

no more rehearsals):

so sad.

my hair feels like hay! haha.

thank you everyone who came for lit up ytd:D audience was great(:

hahaha, and i brought the kerosene lamp home. so funny.

feel like keeping it but no lar cannot. my whole room smells like kerosene now, so nice:D

and ytd i also realised that i dont know the guides store as well as i know the oal store. hmm.

farewell's in 4 days.

don't feel anyth at the moment.

dont get me wrong, i do love guides.

the theme is peekaboo i see you.

supp to Be Prepared to be scared.

we'll see.

gtg for dance in a while.

and my feet are killing me.

how to dance with aching feet damnit?

its the sole summore.

i can't even walk properly!

hmph. pain.

haha reminds me of how everyone's legs kept cramming ytd. so weirddd.

kay i shall end here. byeee(:

and i thought of you♥
«Saturday, April 17, 2010»

Y

Monday, April 12, 2010

prepare tissue.
cos farewell's next wednesday.
goodbye guides.

and i thought of you♥
«Monday, April 12, 2010»

Y

my whole world's signing in write now. the pop ups keep gg ting ting ting.

i think everyone needs to know what an awesome class i have.

we spent the weekend togetherrr((:
sat: Speech day which was a total turn off i mean HELLO! I WAS EXPECTING OTHER PPL TOO! wah lao who's that ass who gave me the wrong info. gg to kill the person. i was so sad okay!):
then packed food and went to marlene's house with ppl.
function room where the aircon took hours to cool the room, it was superrr hot!
danced and acted and danced and acted.
did the full scene like once with minimal interruptions.
the cars kept sneaking up on us, causing everyone to scream and scatter.
first time it happened meow and i thought we were being attacked by zombies! ahaha.
then we sneakily waited patiently for everyone to go home then zh meow and pam jumped into the pool while i slowly went in(:
played in the pool while the nice security guard saw us not properly attired but didnt say a word(:
omg damn funny pam's tube was flying everywhere!
went to the steam room with zh and meow after that and tried to dance but suffocatedx:
saw obscene stuff too bleh. who's the stupid designer!
went home feeling wet and good, impossible combination(:

sun: met at the ulu mrt to go to vidh's house. there were only 6 of us. so we went and ate yummy food! and vidhya has a whole fridge full of sweets and chocolates okay! and jaya embarrassed herself bigtime omg so funny. we ended up pigging out though we tried not to/: then more ppl arrived. quite a fruitful rehearsal(:
went for sorkalam after that. CHAMPIONS!:D muhaha. ate at subway with pri after that. reached home ard 11, cool(:

tdy was an uneventful day, boring boring.
made wall costume, it's drying in class at the moment(:
shall finish it tmr.
hope tmr's more interesting.
and i know it will be cos there's rehearsal!:D:D:D
yayyyyy!(:

EVERYBODY COME FOR LIT UP PLEASE!:D

and i thought of you♥
«Monday, April 12, 2010»

Y

Friday, April 9, 2010

i've never wanted anyone back so badly before.
AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):
why do you have to care so much about what others think?
i thought you were different, as cliche as this sounds.
alas, i was wrong.

and i thought of you♥
«Friday, April 09, 2010»

Y

speech day tmr, yayyyyyyyyyy:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

you know, sometimes i love 4N so much i think my heart could just explode(really!)
so proud of us, so happy to be part of sucha wonderful family.
and i mean family, the classroom is just like our home or sth.
what with powder on the floor and our things strewn all over,"eh why is my wks under your table?!" and all the food. the endless food.
and abt the powder on the floor, its amazing how no one complains.everybody just wants more powder on the floor lar! even the teachers. like mr and who loves to slide form place to place and mr kang who tried to moonwalk in class tdy. HAHA.

mr kang is the scalar multiple of mr ang! hahaha.

this weekend shall be fantabulous and having speech day tmr morning is a perfect way to kick start the weekend:D:D:D
then afterwhich hours and hours with 4N at marlene's. let's order pizza!:D
then sunday there's rehearsal again!
then sorkalam! please win please win omg.

AND PLEASE SUPPORT CEDAR LIT UP!!
16th april,next fri.
really, alot alot of effort is being put into it.
stupid school wont acknowledge it though.
oh well.

my cousin's cousin passed away in an accident today):
such a young age. still so far to go in life.
how fragile can life be,srsly.
it's not fair, not fair at all.
wth is wrong with this world?
):

kay i shall fly off to go eat.
BYE!

and i thought of you♥
«Friday, April 09, 2010»

Y

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

it's too late.
oh well.

omg, that was in march last year!
hehehe.

and i thought of you♥
«Wednesday, April 07, 2010»

Y

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

hello(:
wish you were our:
current schoolmate,
levelmate,
classmate,
friend,
good friend...
it'll be beyond awesomee!:D

yea right!
i wish man. ahaha.

hurr hurr!):
haha.

feels like a great burden has been lifted off my shoulders!(:
thank you so much(:

seniors are seniors for a reason(:

Going to sleep with a smile on my face after a very long time(:

Goodnight everybody, may everyone have sweet dreams!:D

and i thought of you♥
«Tuesday, April 06, 2010»

Y

Monday, April 5, 2010

need a break.
gosh.

like owl said,we're gg on with life on a weekly basis.
this week- bio spa, chem remedial, lit up prac etc.
next week- blah blah blah.
haha we all have no life together.

i think didibaba is so cute.
be more careful ah didi, there are some things you just shouldn't lose! haha(:

and mew has a new mew song and i heard it.
retarded classmates(:

studies aside, school has been horrible.
like really.

im sorry but every little thing is pissing me off like nobody's business.
im sorry im not talking to you properly.
i'll just explode, trust me and i dont wish to hurt you that way.
when did our viewpoints become so different anyway?
you might not completely understand it, but this is how we feel.
we dont want to see smth that we tried our best to build up so carefully come crashing down.
what ya'll are doing now, its destroying everyone's efforts.
i don't care about our hardwork. how about our seniors? how about all the effort they put in?
you're supp to be a good role model.
honestly,this is not the way.
im not saying this because im jealous or anything, cos im not.
we've cared too much until we just can't be bothered anymore.
srsly don't call me back for anymore sessions, i really dont wish to go.
talk abt lost passion/:

now let me show you what a line is:
____________________________________

see that? that's a line. you shouldnt cross it.

cowwy, is it just us? what's wrong with us?):

and i thought of you♥
«Monday, April 05, 2010»

Y