i seriously. i seriously. dunno. how come just when everything starts falling into place, smth just has to happen to mess up everything. how come when ppl say always or forever, they never seem to mean it. how come just when you think you know someone so well, you realise you don't know them at all. how come things change so fast? like one day they're right there and the next day, they're not. why do i trust ppl so easily. why do YOU sound like this, smth's definitely not right.i can feel it in my heart. why am i doing nth for open house tmr. why can't i seem to find anything interesting to do despite the fact that the exams have ended. why cant i just have done abit better for the exams. why are you so naiive. why did i interfere. why do i feel like saying bye when i know i'll just die.if you're not there. what's wrong with me. what's wrong with you. what's wrong with her. please help me cheer up.i really dont like this. please be okay. please please, oh who am i kidding. oh no, i am not doing this-again. screw this.
