Monday, June 20, 2011
whats a few days? when there are many more to come when you guys will be together. simple isnt it. temporary separation, temporary heartache. happy for you guys, i am. but i cant help but think about those who arent as lucky. to have someone one day, and then the next day, gone. to look at, talk to, be with that person, but she isnt yours anymore. to love her the same way, maybe more, but never less, but to get nth in return. perhaps not nth, but just that the person chooses not to express any feelings. im sure its not just a one sided thing, right? dunno, maybe it is. it is. and thats sad. time is an illusion. doesnt change anything, doesnt make anything better. maybe it does. but maybe we dont want things to get better.
here we go again.
your hand was right there, RIGHT THERE. but i didnt couldnt hold it.
i couldnt hold it. i didnt dare to when i could, and now i cant and never will be able to ever again.
couldnt hold back the tears, either.
and i thought of you♥
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